Recent Blog Posts
crazy for feeling so lonely
post a comment | posted Aug 31
Originally posted at the shed loft
Both last night and tonight I bawled.I hate crying in public. I hate crying. I don't like feeling vulnerable and I don't like feeling like I'm bringing people down.But I can't pretend that nothing's wrong, and I...
Oh my my. Oh my my.
post a comment | posted Aug 30
Originally posted at the shed loft
Today I had the most wonderful and most horrible day.This day was so full of ups and so stricken with downs that I can only feel unbelievably alive as the end result.I don't even know if I can do just a + and -, I think I'll need some /...
Dear Jess,
post a comment | posted Jul 4
Originally posted at the shed loft
You would have liked the movie "Wedding Daze."Despite the lame title and Jason Biggs as the lead, it would have made you laugh and you would have thought it was cute. And you would have liked the end credits song. I am a little sad I didn't ...
Not-So-Recent Blog Posts
Moonbounces, web forums, cookies, smelly shows with punk kids... being a smelly punk kid
post a comment | posted Jun 17
Originally posted at the shed loft
"You all don't see the humor in calling a song that obviously has a title 'untitled'?" -Tim {Vroom}I just remembered this conversation. I'm having a "memoriiieeees" kind of hour. I'm sure it will pass. Just giving a shou...
Selective Memory
post a comment | posted Jun 1
Originally posted at the shed loft
We all do it.I am "packing" right now, and I'm going through some old papers. It's supposed to be mostly school stuff, but I keep stumbling upon caches of bad poetry. (I call all my poetry bad, because it usually is.) Imagine my surpri...
sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't.
1 comment | posted Apr 26
Originally posted at the shed loft
Two years ago, people in the medical profession told me I was likely bipolar.Since then, other people in the medical and mental health profession have told me I'm likely not.On most days, I feel perfectly normal. At least, most days in the pa...
whelmed!
post a comment | posted Apr 9
Originally posted at the shed loft
I just merged all my @virginia mail into my @gmail account. It's craaazy times! I might actually be using a percentage point of my allotted gmail space! I always thought that if ever there were a things as too much email, my pep band emails...
breaking news: I like people.
post a comment | posted Mar 22
Originally posted at the shed loft
Sometimes I go through phases where I talk and socialize a lot, talk on the internet and aim, call people, and even update my livejournal.Sometimes, I do not.Lately I've been having an on-again phase.I just uploaded over 100 pictures on facebo...
weekend recap
post a comment | posted Mar 17
Originally posted at the shed loft
Copied from AIM away message:Hours this weekend I was away from home: 41Of that I spent:2 hours driving on the interstate10 hours asleep2 hours nervous/awkward25.5 of the best hours of my life1.5 of the worst hours of my life4 trips to 3 grocery...