VIRB

I guess I can use this as an away-from-everyone-I-know thing and talk about what I want to talk about instead of only what's "appropriate." I dunno. I hate the fact that I'm always having to censor myself because my little cousins read what I write or because it's not cool to talk about stuff like sex. I think people need to be themselves more often. It's no fun to have to pretend. I'm good at the game, though. I guess you have to be to get through life. I'm diggin' this site. Pretty fucking awesome.

I've realized that I bottle my emotions so much that I don't even recognize them. I just cry. No screaming, no getting angry. It's either I'm happy or I'm crying. I hate that.

I want to talk to my fiance. He leaves for bootcamp in two days, and I haven't spoken to him for two days. It's driving me nuts.

And I'm done for now, I guess. I'm tired, and I have to work in the morning. Eeexciting.

ps. thirty of my facebook friends turn 21 this year. wow. thirty-one including me.