VIRB

I think my love for the internet has been rekindled. I don't mean the internet in general I mean THE INTARNET. I've been spending a lot of time in the library as of late, reading things which I probably don't need to read on useless protocols, languages & topics that I don't need to know about at the moment. I wish I'd never of changed my degree course, I wish I would have stuck with internet computing. I'm enjoying university a lot recently, I'm confident. I'm really liking researching & playing with JXTA (p2p protocol) and programming with Java. Anyway that's not what I really wanted to write about. What I really wanted to do was scream...

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! better. My living arrangements are annoying the hell out of me. Me & two of my friends have a beaaautiful flat, its lovely, nice and big all decorated in a sweet modern style. I really can't be bothered right now to pour details out, 1) because said friends are on here and 2) it's none of my business, the details that have led us here anyway. I just wish they, mainly him would realise things aren't solved by running away, we're all suposedly adults & all I think things need is a good chat. When hasn't a chat helped anyone? I really REALLY don't want to be left with some random person off the streets to occupy his room. I had that happen last year, and the police kicked our door down and arrested the new flatmate. I don't want to go through that again. Two girls living with a random guy who's answered an advertisement isn't good. Ugh, whatever. Home is Home, it's were you go to relax and feel safe, right now, home is awful. I go back and the flats dead, no ones there. Once upon a time they would moan I was never home, oh how things have changed. It's so lonely. And now I feel like I've been totally fucked over. I should just move the fuck out and let them pair deal with all this shit, either that or I'll bang their heads together. Not coming home because you're too scared to bump into each other? It's pathetic, really. It's innevitable, you WILL see each other, and it's going to be hard, but get over it, yes?

Anyway, On with work. I have so many assignments and they're not doing themselves.