i want to sing forever and always. i want my Savior to be everything to me. i want to open my coffeshop/art/music ministry, and i want to be a missionary. i want to visit my sponsor child, take long walks through the forest, travel... i want to go everywhere and see everything. i want my life to have theme music. i want to dream big and achieve my dreams....i want the life you think i have---the life I've always dreamed of. i want to fly, to draw nearer to my Savior every day, to lie in my husband's strong and comforting arms, to love and be loved deeply, to sing, dance, frolic, paint, draw, play my guitar, write songs, sleep under the stars, be surrounded by wonderful friends, visit Boston in the fall, New York at Christmas, and California in the spring....i want a life of passion, mystery, adventure---an escape from the boring, day to day blah existence of the typical American life...but above all, i want what God wants for me....and if that's none of the above, Father, then give me the willingness to accept that.