VIRB

Shit happens...then love is shit!

Okay...lets begin with a picture of my life now.

So, I´m miles away from home (Manila), from the people I love the most (friends) and worse of all things aren´t going my way.

At this point I ask, can life suck any more?

And God being the funny guy that he is shows me that life can get worse!

Nice going.

Love...I believe is like a jigsaw puzzle you can never finish. It´s unbelievable. You love, then you hate the one you love, then you meet another lover and once again you´re left with hate. Yet, when I think of all my failed relationships it goes like this...The men I used to love then I hated later on became my friends who I loved once again. Of course as friends. So, I wonder. Why do people find the need to love? People can love their friends longer than some of their lovers. Is love the reason to kiss someone? or to get laid daily? or to feel wanted? Isn´t it easier to know that people want to love you rather than actually falling in love and finding every excuse to end the relationship? Why is it that we spend so much time trying to keep love in our lives but when something isn´t right it becomes so easy to throw it away? In addition, why is it that when you end one love there are so many other loves waiting? It´s so hard to mourn when there are so many good reasons to continue with your life. But when you choose to lock yourself up and cry like a baby there isn´t anyone there willing to love you. Now, I choose not to weep...but so many doors start opening. Then, when I realize that I have doors to choose from, so I start feeling bad and guilty for not crying or mourining for a loss of a love. Damn this...

If my hair wasn´t so god damn cute I´d pull it off...haha

I think love should be replaced by want....

I love you....I *want* you....PUFF....no more complications right?

You´re being straight to the point without the complications attached.