VIRB

MY 3RD POST FOR THE DAY:

thoughts that comes into my mind. I love writing my feelings especially if I don't have someone to share it with. Oh well, I'm very happy now. As time goes by, the wounds are starting to heal and my relationship with my family (whom I have hurt int he past) are starting to mend. I'm getting there. Slowly, Carefully, Sincerely, I'm starting to redeem my life. The life that I have once turned my back on just to do the things I wanted to do (which in the end, failed me and left me all damaged). I'm having my second-chance to fix those that were broken. Coz of all the things I've broken, my life was the most damaged of all. I'm very happy that I was given another opportunity to make things right.

ON LOVE: i'm not sure if he was right..if i wasn't really in love with him..nahhh...i don't wanna deny this but i was seriously in love,it just failed me 2 know that i wasn't able 2 make that visible for him 2 feel..yea i admit i did cursed love..it made me playful and naughty, it made me what i didn't expect id be...and yes...it gave me an angel out of nowhere..[but lost it] and when i met him it was like love at that very drunken moment..i was in a mind game that failed and made me seriously fall when everyone was telling me not 2..i denied that fact and now that he's gone all i have left are memories wanting 2 resurface..i made a decision that im not sure if im regretting or not but being miles and miles away from him is one fucking thing that really sux for me ryt now..if only...sigh*** everything realy does have a purpose..losing an angel and then meeting that angel reincarnate 2 someone i truly love right now..