I'm obsessive. When I like something, I REALLY like it. Music is a huge part of my life, but not for stupid reasons. It's a huge part just like literature is a huge part, like movies are a huge part--music is just bigger than those. Like Camus said about the majority of humans, my life is mostly a search for acceptance and the proof of a deeper truth. Most of the time, I consider myself an absurdist. My recent trip to Italy, and Spain before that, made me rethink my philosophical/religious views, for obvious reasons. In my opinion, "the arts" (that's music, literature, movies, visual art, etc.) act as a prop for me to get closer to that "truth," whatever it is.
But I promise, I sound deeper than I am. Most of the time, I like to sit at home with my brothers Ellis and Andy, or go out with my good friends. I read a lot, when I have the time, and I love to collect things. I get on little kicks where I must have what I want, and I'm a frequent purchaser of random junk. If I could save the money, I would probably try to collect art or something, 'cause I've often wanted to be a curator.
More than anything, I guess, people are the biggest part of my life. My family, especially (my dad, my mom, Ellis, Andy, Ember, Kristen). These people are my heroes. Andy and Kristen are just considered family because they rock so much. I love 'em all to death. But my other friends are right behind them in importance--and some of my coworkers, too. I work at Marshall's, by the way--a clothes store on Hurstbourne. I wouldn't advise going there.
I haven't really lived much of a life, but what I've personally experienced is overwhelming to me (and probably only me). I'm definitely not a "what if" type of person--I'm usually content with how things are. Except women... gotta find me another good girl. I gamble (Texas Hold'em! Churchill Downs!) but that's really the extent of my vices. I'm a straight edge goodie-goodie and it gets me more grief than I sometimes think it's worth. I tie it in to the whole "search for truth" thing mentioned above. I want to be me all the time, not altered. I've been told I live inside my mind, so I don't wanna screw the one good thing I got up, I guess.
This sounds stupid and emo, so message me or email me or call me and talk to me to see more who I really am. Infinitely more boring, but still.
AIM: cyanimagination
Email: evanc88 at gmail.com
Various websites of mine: http://www.astroknot.net, http://www.killyourrapper.frih.net
3, A Perfect Circle, Alkaline Trio, Amos Lee, Bad Brains, Belle and Sebastian, Ben Folds, Ben Kenney, Bobby Delicious, Bright Eyes, Bubba Sparxxx, Coheed and Cambria, Counterfeit Disaster, CCR, Dashboard Confessional, Dead City Rejects, Defiance Ohio, Del Tha Funkee Homosapian, Dinosaur Jr., Divest, Drugs, Eisley, Eminem, Extra Blue Kind, FUSE, Fire Deuce, Goose Creek Symphony, Gorillaz, GNR, Head Automatica, Hellogoodbye, Herbie Hancock, Incubus, Iron Maide, Joey Eppard, John Mellencamp, John Prine, John Weis, Johnny Cash, Leadbelly, Lily Allen, Lou Barlow, M. Ward, Mae, MC Chris, MF Doom, Mirah, Modest Mouse, Nappy Roots, Nate Kelley, Nine Inch Nails, Non Phixion, Of Montreal, Paul Simon, Phil Ochs, Plamo, Pontius Pilate Sales Pitch, RATM, Richard Hell and the Voidoids, Rilo Kiley, Robert Johnson, Ryan Adams, Sage Francis, Scissor Sisters, Sebadoh, Shirock, Skeletonbreath, Smashing Pumpkins, Spoon, Starlight Mints, Stars, Sufjan Stevens, SOAD, Ted Leo & the Pharmacists, Television, The Clash, The Coral, The Dandy Warhols, The Distillers, The English Panther, The Eviction Directive, The Faint, The Gits, The Klezmatics, The Kodiaks, The Merediths, The Moths, The Prize Fighter Inferno, The Queers, The Ramones, The Red Wheelbarrow, The Sex Pistols, The Strokes, The Trust, The Velvet Underground, The Zutons, Thirtysilver, Tool, Tupac Shakur, Tyrone Cotton, Venice is Sinking, Weerd Science, Woody Guthrie, Zwan
Dave Eggers, Chris Adrian, Kurt Vonnegut, John Updike, Ha Jin, Robert Frost, Donald Hall, Conrad Aiken, Albert Camus, Herb Gardner, August Wilson, Edward Albee, T.S. Eliot, Joshua Mehigan, George Orwell
Blood Diamond, Bound for Glory, Catch Me if You Can, Children of Men, the Departed, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, the Ladykillers, the Last Kiss, O Brother Where Art Thou?, Pan's Labyrinth, Pulp Fiction, Robin Williams Live on Broadway 2002, Rounders, Spirited Away, V for Vendetta, What Dreams May Come