...how do I get out of this...anyway, I'm on a pause at the moment. I'm and actor/musician by trade, but at the moment I'm an experiment for my brain. It likes to shaky shake my whole existence every now and then(epilepsy). Two years of uncertainty have put a damper on future planning, but it's all good. A smile in this fucked up world will keep me going and it will for you to. This Dragon in my head will soon be scooped out and the future will come into focus again. All will be good, with a shake and a smile!
20 Days and counting... May 2
I'm nervous, as one would expect. I mean, it is brain surgery. I'm a musician. I used to write all the time. I used to read all the time. This thing, this worm in my head, has taken a lot of that away from me. I'm nervous that they will take out too much, and leave me a drooling idiot(some say I'm not that far off anyway), or not enough, and leave me with sezures and scars. but the nervousness is outweighed by the positive people around me, reminding me the better life I have awaiting me on the flip side of this
Too long a list to go into...I love comedy, especially absurd comedies where non sequiturs abound.
Epileptic by David B., House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski, Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut, Uncle John's Bathroom Reader(s) by uhhh Uncle John...
Music. All types. It's what keeps me going. My lifeforce, if you will.
Brien says:
Keep the truck plugging!
posted May 4