Recent Blog Posts
on dreams
post a comment | posted Oct 3
i hate my fantazy,which is on the level zero.only i can have a nightmare with such an obvious messege.im telling to myself pretty stupid things.grrrr
you are my substitute for love
post a comment | posted Sep 28
and as it happened,i got it,i realized what is it.i need to love and you are the only one i ever loved,it logical that i hook all my thoughts on you.and i want more.with all the chances.im like an empty shell without you.i dont managewith that
dead in england
post a comment | posted Sep 24
helter skelter?yeah its no what is my life like right now.instead of being stuck on one place i consiously went and got stuck on another place.without love and without dreams,i dont know what am i supposed to do in the next years and i dont wanna t...
Not-So-Recent Blog Posts
dalton rocks too(love you connery and craig)
post a comment | posted Aug 10
i was watching a james bond movie `on her majesty`s secret service` this afternoon and besides the fact that i consider it to be one of the best ones, thanks to its camera and kind of twisted poetics mixed up with good humor and sarcasm, James got ...
the storm is coming
post a comment | posted Aug 10
the sky is dark and the wind is slamming the windows in the whole house.i love this time of anticipation of something big.(anyway,do only i have a romantical images connected with the proper, long storm?) im listening to the best song by the beatle...
it is plucking me
post a comment | posted Aug 5
have you ever had the feeling that someone is just playing with you?that you are in the psychological game which is being conducted by someone you used to care about and today you have just a tangle of various fellings for?i dont know how to get un...
a title?ian fleming crossed with german fairy tale
post a comment | posted Jul 26
im here,sitting on the floor in my room,which i will leave soon,for a one year and probably forever.i cought an internet signal,what is very unusual and not bringing me a victorious smile this time,because i learned how to feel being stuck on the i...
running down the hill
post a comment | posted Jun 29
i am feeling like being surrounded by the mist,everything is inexplicit and im just wondering what a feelings will i have after it will have been over again......
we are loosing
post a comment | posted Jun 23
do you sometimes feel like your existence is not important for anyone.do the oscillation of fear hover aroung your head?and im watching 'lost in translation', my companion in the times of lately night bed lying, of the lately night feelings,the wro...
so much of nothing
post a comment | posted Jun 20
i hate this world of money,so many people`s wishes and hopes are smashed up,turned to nothing.i feel such a helplessness,it is tearing me from the inside.how should i help and how could i help to myself?i was thinking about it,while crying for my l...