still here but not?
2 comments | posted Oct 2
hey VIRB family!
Im still here (just) it feels like an effort these days to type in names + passwords on diff sites I visit.
Im just feeling very low.
Im so tired ALL the time and my skin is constantly breaking out in spots!
My dogs dont seem to listen to me.
My children think im a unfair mum.
and my so called bf/partner/ of 14yrs just doesnt seem to kow i exsist fullstop!!
without sounding like some suicidle teenager, life is begining to BORE me.
I cant find a reason to get up in the morning, then I cant find a reason to go to my bed(if u can call that squeaky old camp bed a bed)
I will be 35 in 2 wkks,,,,, Im getting OLD and my life does nothing but stagnate!!
It feels like i have NOTHING to look forward to anymore.
God im a moaner!? I moan a lot dont I? But wat else is ther to do when im not happy with ANYTHING in my life?
ANYWAY! i keep saying i will visit VIRB more frequent and i just forget.
But i will try!!!!!!!
xx shazz
moo says:
Hey Shaz!
Stranger! (am at work so hard to get on much in the day).
Keep the faith - 35's nothing btw! - wait till you get to my age before feeling that bad!
and do try to get on virb - it's fun when we're all getting along (most of the time - and when we're not getting on, then it's just like real life anyway!) - stick around. nice to see you on here anyway - I'm up your way this weekend - maybe we'll bump into each other in Tesco!
posted Oct 2